Whether, you are a stranger. However, it feels so
comfortable that I do not want believe if you really strangers. If you ask
me, actually I feel very comfort. Very comfortable either because
I know it's not real. Or am I really enjoyed it.
If my lips are always say fear at you. If what I said just
refused. And in fact, my heart never say so. Just the opposite. I admit that my
heart invite me for picking roses from your hand. While, my mind always give no
option for me. And alas, my lips have to say no.
Sorry, if you're really scaring me. Your heart so subtly.
Could it be that you're too weak to make your heart scream louder. Even then I
would be able to hear it more clearly. Do not say scared, you do not understand
how much fear that arises in me. But again, not my heart. I think I just gave
my heart. In you, strangers.
And you talk about faith. This is what makes me most
uncomfortable. We are different, very different. This is what makes me not want
to move the hearts agreed. Should I be mad if I had to pawn my faith? I should never be put through it, I was
adamant to survive. Walking against the direction it's too scary for me. And if
that is true there is only the tip of the wound? What will I get?
If I have to follow heart said. Precisely the wind always
whispers to me never to follow. Even what you said that night. I'm starting to
wonder. Very scared. Like the wind blowing hard carrying storm. I will falter,
fall, and die. And I thought: that's what you're shouting. And when that
happens on me you'll laugh.
Sorry once again. I even shouted what I do not deserve to
shout. My senses not led me to at that
time. Just speaking emotionality. In fact you do not even flinch. The words
were indeed assholes. And should you step away and do not turn back. I do not
know what I will say later. Pleaded or defended.
Anyway, if you're asking about the heart. Yes, I still put
my heart on the current feels absurd. And if you ask for an answer. Again, my
lips would just say "no". Even my heart won’t to say so.
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